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coma lvl. 01

by Upon Eventual Collapse

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1.
Fade Out 04:44
2.
Without You 04:05
I'm letting go Of this day I'm letting go Going away Sinking beneath The cover of shame Of what I could be Without you This loneliness It never leaves Even with you here I'm not the same Waiting for someone To show me The things in life That I need Never hoping Never wishing Never sleeping Never dreaming Never bleeding Never needing Never breathing Never living Never hoping Never wishing Never sleeping Never dreaming Never bleeding Never needing Never breathing Never living I'm letting go I'm letting go I'm letting go I'm letting go I'm so much stronger than I was before I'm moving on I'm evolving I'm so much stronger than I was before I'm moving on I'm evolving I'm so much stronger than I was before I'm moving on I'm evolving I'm so much stronger than I was before I'm moving on I'm evolving
3.
Isolation 04:25
I never thought That this could be A one way path I never planned For anything But the future Isolation From the world A self healing disease And in the end The end results Justify the means Isolation From the world Disposition Self absorbed And in the end The end results Justify the means Another day Another life Can be redeemed For my mistakes And my regrets I still bleed Isolation From the world A self healing disease And in the end The end results Justify the means Isolation From the world Disposition Self absorbed And in the end The end results Justify the means I feel the weight Coming down Crushing me And my will I'm giving up Falling down I'm failing life I'm failing life I'm failing life I'm failing life I'm failing life Defeated
4.
I lost my mind About a year ago I'm searching Lost to the void That I created in My head I cannot find My way back home I've wandered off the trail With no end in sight I struggle on I will prevail I live my life inside my head Playing back the images that I saved Trying harder to erase the regret Playing back the images that I saved I burn them out like a picture engulfed in flames Drown the memories with a bottle of shame I still out searching For the pieces Of my life And I haven't found A place to call My own I live my life inside my head Playing back the images that I saved Trying harder to erase the regret Playing back the images that I saved I burn them out like a picture engulfed in flames Drown the memories with a bottle of shame
5.
Contact Lost 05:22
I'm drifting away I'm drifting I'm drifting alone I'm drifting I cannot feel I cannot breathe No feelings inside I'm numb and at peace No feelings inside I'm numb and at peace I'm numb and at peace I'm numb and at peace
6.
And nothing could prepare me for what I saw next Two bodies melting into one Giving way in a warm wash of blood On the pavement a slow tide rolled in There screams piercing the nights cool breeze A whisper of their lives gone by In another moments passing their screams had ceased And I turned and walked away
7.
I got my eyes wide open But I'm still dreaming I'm not awake But I'm not quite sleeping I'm trying to find a way to reach me (I'm trying to find a way) I'm not out of reach I'm just out of sync (I'm not out of reach) My mouth is closed But I'm still screaming I can't feel my body Am I still breathing I'm trying to find a way to reach me (I'm trying to find a way) I'm not out of reach I'm just out of sync (I'm not out of reach) I can hear the desert calling me I can see your face can you see me I can feel the desert calling me I come crawling I come crawling I come crawling I come crawling I keep crawling I can feel the heat of the sun Beating down on me No salvation from the desert around me My world is slowing down The sinking feeling that everything is Looking at me I want to leave this place Am I still dreaming
8.
Another Day 04:28
I hang my head in times of need No simple solution that I can see I need my space I need more time I'm sure that some day that I'll be alright I hear you calling out to me The sound of safety in this sea of grey I've made my peace I've made up my mind I'll be fine I said But not this time Another day that I'm not fine Another day I cannot find my way home I see the surface slip away from me I can't see what's left behind forgive me

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This is a re-master of my first full release circa 2002/3. It never had a proper release and after almost 20 years I felt that it deserved better.

These tracks were re-mastered from high quality mp3s, due to the source files being lost as a result of a hard drive failure some time in 2006 or 2007.

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released June 1, 2020

All music, lyrics, and vocals written, performed, and produced by Upon Eventual Collapse.

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Upon Eventual Collapse Phoenix, Arizona

upon eventual collapse is an electronic/industrial rock band from phoenix. work on the follow up to 2019's 'the indifference point' is currently under way. details tba.

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